I just cant explain, what it is about Melanie C that I love so much. But in reality i dont think i should have to explain. all i can do is share her music with everyone i know and hope that they might see a sliver of what i see and replicate a feeling. or not. it doesnt matter. cause i have a loop button. :D

15 years. wow. one of my favorite albums of all time is her album “northern star” and i thought it would never be topped. and of course who would come close to topping that album, the very own melanie c. AND I HAVENT EVEN HEARD THE WHOLE THING. everyday i hope that the album leaks. im dying to hear it blasted in my room. (dont worry hardcore fans, i already ordered mine, and i havent done that in agessssssssss for anyone) anyways im going off previews and excitement. i remember when her second album “reason” came out, i had this giddy anxiety sitting at the computer waiting to hear it. i thought that feeling had escaped me. you know im older now and why would i fangirl over things like that. yeah the album would come out and i would love it. period dot com. well that feeling is back. i dont know if the 15 year old me woke up from a nap or what. but she’s there. waiting. there are very few artists who i can see myself obsessing over the release of a new album. but she is on top of that list. dont judge me. actually go ahead and judge me, i dont care. cause im so excited for this album, thats the selfish part of me, its like knowing you have a specially cooked meal just for you coming on its way, you’d like to share a bite, but you will devour it and nobody else will be involved. i am ready to eat. especially since its mbeen 4 years since her last album.

i’ll be in san diego in two weeks, when the album should arrive. its kind of ironic. i’ll be sitting by “the sea” as “the sea” arrives in my mailbox.

full circle. does that mean the same thing as catch 22?

tevu:

Think About It

Lyrics: Adam Argyle, Melanie Chisholm, Daniel Davidsen, Jason Gill, Mich Hansen
Producers: Cutfather, Jason Gill & Daniel Davidsen

I know I shouldn’t be doing this
Why can’t I stop
Butterfly blood rush everything’s telling me to run
but I’m not

You only regret what you don’t do
Why don’t we do what we want to now
don’t give me time to back out

Cos
I don’t wanna think about waking up, making up lies
Trying to pretend that we didn’t do what we’re doing
I don’t wanna think about
Real life, not tonight I don’t wanna think about anyone, anything, anyway
If there’s a chance we’ll break
I wanna smash into pieces
Let’s make a big mistake
But I don’t want to think about it
I don’t wanna think about it

My heart beats my head
And I’m letting it take me over
I gotta keep going can’t stop can’t sleep
Cos tomorrow I’ll be sober

You only regret what you don’t do
Why don’t we do what we want to now
Don’t give me time to back out

Cos
I don’t wanna think about waking up, making up lies
Trying to pretend that we didn’t do what we’re doing
I don’t wanna think about
Real life, not tonight I don’t wanna think about anyone, anything, anyway
If there’s a chance we’ll break
I wanna smash into pieces
Let’s make a big mistake
But I don’t want to think about it
I don’t wanna think about it

Only regret the things that you don’t do
Do do do what you want to
Only regret the things that you don’t do
Do do do what you want to

I wanna feel something I’ve never felt before
And I don’t care if hurts, it’s worth it, yeah
I wanna be someone I’ve never been before
So I’m gonna run and I’m gonna close my eyes I’m gonna jump into the fire

Cos
I don’t wanna think about waking up, making up lies
Trying to pretend we didn’t do what we’re doing
I don’t wanna think about
Real life, not tonight I don’t wanna think about anyone, anything, anyway
If there’s a chance we’ll break
I wanna smash into pieces
Let’s make a big mistake
But I don’t want to think about it
I don’t wanna think about it

Only regret the things that you don’t do
Do do do what you want to
Only regret the things that you don’t do
Do do
Let’s do what we want to

(via The Spice Girls Blog)